NovemberPain - The Book

In a daze I found myself standing on the corner of a street near a Target store and a bank. I was confused as to how I got here. There were a group of three gentle men in differing attire staring at me questionably because I was wedged between the building walls and garbage container made of pebbles and cement . I was scared and asked the gentlemen where I was. They said something in a language I didn’t understand, possibly French or something.  read more »

I walked into a neo Rave of sorts. It had many kinds of differing entertainment venues. One could eat in one area, drink in another, dance or even hook up in others. I went down a familiar hall, heard something that caught my attention and turned. Upon rounding the corner of the narrow walkway, I heard the words, "I will," from a female voice.  read more »

Ever have a day where you swear you have done this before? Try doing a life instead of a day.

There's nothing you can do, there is no way out, and there is no way to escape. I think to myself. I have him in my arms now. I reach around his neck tucking his throat into the bend of my arm. The man struggles to breath and begins to gasp for air. The man tries to get a word or two out but cannot. His face changes from that of a tough guy to a complex darkening red color from the lack of oxygen.
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An overwhelming anger takes over me I can feel my strength triple. I hear an old friends voice chanting over me, "Do it!, you know you want to."  read more »

"Don't do it", the voice said. "You remember what happened the last time you did, right?"
How can I forget that? I thought to myself.
I found I can only bond with one animal at a time. It was by accident really. A stupid cat. I didn't even like him. He was always chewing and scratching shit. Every time I tried to scratch his belly he would try to bite me. Like he was saying, "Dude, what the fuck? I'm trying to sleep, and here you go just up and fuck with me. You must be gay."  read more »